I have never paused and thought about things like, Who am I, What am I here for, What will I be doing next. Planning’s not my forte. Its only action & more action. Soon I realized that I am one extreme character & need to balance it out in order to achieve some meaningful things in my life. To begin with I have started devoting some time to journal my thoughts. To spend some time with myself. Investigating what I like doing. And slowly things that I want to do started pouring out…..my passion for dance, learning different forms of art, reading books from my home library & even gyming. I am an outdoor person & happiest when I am travelling. Travelling is something which a lucky few can afford…..what with time, cost & responsibilties being the constraint. My next step will be to realise my dreams one by one. One thing that keeps pinching me all the time is ‘what about doing something for the society?’ I have never been proactive in doing it & generally scared putting myself in the front to do the same. I donno whats hold me back…..maybe the fear of failing in doing justice to it, maybe their’s much more that I want to do for myself before offering anything to society….. I really don’t know this & would surely like to search the answers for this within me. Till that time I am satisfied doing my bit anonymously 🙂
Ok here I am with one more blog post, just like that :). Lifes’ going on as usual. No happening. No excitement…just like that. I hope to write something more meaningful…after all this blog of mine is all about my life calling. Currently I am in a phase wherein I donno my lifes’ calling & this blog post is all about finding one.
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